-cruise cabins-

"Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all 

these things shall be added unto you."

-matthew 6:33 

By Andrew Wommack, 

Most people recognize the one end of arrogance and haughtiness 

as pride, but fail to see the other end, which is low self esteem

resulting in false humility, timidity, or shyness.

Their low self-esteem causes self to dominate their thoughts. 

They are so focused on self and that all protect self, 

they become timid and shy, causing themselves much grief. 

If they were asked to give a testimony or lay hands on someone for 

prayer, their pride would prevent it. 

They would not take the risk of SELF being criticized. 

Those with false humility, on the other hand, believe that to 

debase self is humility and to exalt self is pride. 

But that's wrong too. 

"Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up."

-James 4:10

True humility is agreeing with what God's word says about

who you are and doing what God's word says you can do.

Then quit worrying about what people may think, 

whether they praise you or condemn you. 

It just doesn't matter when you are truly humble and dead to self. 

-Resume for future boyfriends- 

continuing from CG camp day 2... 

Night 2 part 2. 

After BBQ many went off to play another 

round of monopoly while Cass and I washed the dishes. 

It would be perfect for moral... cept we're done with it. :D 

Andrew came over and took our picture and called it.. 

"Resume for future boyfriends." haha!! 

Ca leh. sibuk only. ^ ^ 

-yeah... Failed baked beans with eggs-

Ca and I have always thought that you cook baked beans 

with eggs... by just adding eggs.. lols... 

oh well~ we all learn from out mistakes. :D 

sorry about the *pork* baked beans. 

and Thanks Ca for promoting... what Andrew calls Pork Meat! 

-The Balcony~ I love it!-

Went to pack our bags. 

and then its Good Bye. T^T 

I really miss it. Its like I found my third home back there. 

Second home went to Subang~ lols! 

Third home- Church. 

Forth Home- BCM [YES 2010]

-remember this? the good times. :D - 

Now... its not the end... 

we have one more task or two.... 

To Be At ANDREW'S and CALVIN'S Weddings!!! :D 

See Ya!

-Slug-

-cass and her fried rice-

2nd most rememorable thing..

Grocery shopping for the next day.

Had to admit it was fun! and we bought back lunch for everyone.

Cass hogged all the fried rice she could get. Seriously! Nah joking! haha!

I remembered buying fruits.... Veges.... eggs... baked beans...think that's it. :D

I think next was Monopoly which...

Josiah went bankrupt and Arwyn [as usual] won the game.

Then it was off to Bayu Beach~

Ahh the memories of Youth Camp~

-The Extreme Ride-

We played some sort of ride called Extreme i think.

It was superb!! I love it!

You have to hold really tight or else... You'll fly off..

I sat with Gin and Cass.

Cass was suppose to be at the side.. but she was afraid...

so we let her sit in the middle.

I could hear her scream all the way...

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ZANNE ZANNE ZANNE!!!"

lols. Me and Ginny were laughing the whole way~

And Cass told us to scream for fun. We did.

Later Aby, Josiah, Claudia and Darrell rode it.

Aby said her hands were still shaking.

There was the Banana Boat... and we were singing. :D

Went for another of Extreme but with additional person,Beatrice!

Not really that fast~ haha! cass oh cass.

Have you ever wondered why... 

not giving up is so important?

Whether you know it or not... 

There is always someone who looks up to you... 

Who watches out for you.... 

Who cares for you.... 

Who are always walking the path with you... 

And the moment you give up... 

You just gave a chain reaction to the others... 

Because... The moment you give up... 

The one who looks to you, Falls. 

The one who watches you, Lost Hope 

The one who cares for you, Worries 

The one walking the same path with you, Gives Up 

Because one gave up... the others gives up... 

and it will always lead another person into despair. 

So I tell you now~ 

Never give up!!!!

For....

1) God's with you!

2) "Winners are not those who never fail, 

but those who never quits." 

 3) "You will always have 1,000 reason to quit on life."

NEVER GIVE UP! :D 

-Slug-

Sometimes, you're lost,

You just wanna find your way around...

The same crossroads... the same uncertainty. 

Sometimes, things defy your law of gravity...

everything gets thrown instead of falling in to places...

life defies its master... and to think...

we often say, "we have our lives in our hands.."

Temptations rise...

Principles falls....

Everything you hold to breaks...

what more can you hold on to?

The little whisper says...

There's hope in every little thing you do...

And if you ever believe it...

2 seconds is all you need...

to fall back to where you were before...

Sometimes...

I wish... I could grasp my life in my hands...

sometimes...

I wish... I could withstand the things...

that weighs your heart a ton...

sometimes i wish....

I could stand back up from where I fall...

an hour seemed like a year...

a minute seemed like an hour...

a second felt like forever...

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did you know child...

waiting was part of life?

did you know child...

those who wait...

are those who sees...

are those who catches the most beautiful things on earth....

you climb a moutain...

and watch the sun rise...

wasn't it lovely....

was the wait worthwhile?

did you know child...

how long did those who waited...

for the one to come...

the one cloaked with my royal blood...

the one who was meant for us...

the one who saved us all...

42 generations my child...

42 generations... was not long...

not for those who trust...

 not for those who believed...

So child... where were we again?

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Sometimes....

what you ever wanted drowns...

all the beauty that was there for you...

Don't let...

these beauty pass by you...

enjoy what you have...

and what that was laid out for you.

Life... Is God's Master Piece.

-Slug-

Marimba!!! Heard of it?

Bob - My african friend plays the Marimba!

I asked him if he can play any instrument and he said..

the Marimba~!!! lols! ok enough of this~

Anyway... here's a little taste of what's a marimba

and how does is it played and sounds like. :D

I picked a famous song known by all.

The Flight of The Bumblebee. ^ ^

Enjoy~

-Slug-

Mogomotsi James Bobe introduced this song to me recently.

as much as this song has touched him and many lives.. it also touches me.

Waiting if probably one of the toughest thing anyone

has to go through. We often get restless...

I've never watch fireproof before, [yeah call me slow. XD] but...

-Slug-

I'm back from YES 2010 people! :D

I can say I miss it lots and I learned alot from it.

It was a great experience and many had impacted my life

as well as I see God's purpose for me in YES 2010 too.

It was an amazing trip. Despite being stressed out and...

well.... are a sure thing if you're living with people,

you barely know for 12 days. Still worth every moment. :D

Everything happened for a reason.

Each and every person was there for a reason.

I'm dead serious. Even staying up had its reason.

And.... I learn more out of session then during session or class.

Cause the experience of team work and a lot of,

comes from one another.

I wanna tell all YES 2010 people that you made

a great impact in my life!

Especially my Group members! DUNAMIS!!

You wanna hear more about YES?

Hear from me directly cause that's the way I like it. :D

opps! D side showing. haha!

I bet there was many first for many.

Like, first for me to lead, first for some to share, first

for some to do devotion, first for someone to teach, first

for some to lead in worship, to play, to sing and a lot more... :D

See all of ya soon YES people and my fellow mates here

in AMPANG and KL!

-Slug-

School re-opens and it kinda feels.....

weird.. that i'm no longer getting myself into those... maid-like

uniforms and packing of books.... waking up early...
and stuff like that. No more NegaraKu in the morning...
no more prefects telling you to shut up.
Wow.... Missing school much? Or just being happy?

I'm off to YES!

Its gonna be kinda weird for my sis to come back..

and no one's home for 12 days.

She complained why am I doing this. Rofl! :P

"Jie.... Why la... You're not around here when I PMR!"

"I'm HERE TILL JUNE!!!"

"Got no one watch movie with me during lunch ad...."

"=.=.... i'm here till June!"

and then... me...

"Nyahahahaha! You're gonna live without me for 2 weeks."

Happy school re-opening and college starting!!! :D

-Slug-

2009 - A Year of Breakthrough

My testimony: APYAC 2009

GOD: Go down on your knees.

Me: [in mind] no way no way...

GOD: Kneel down to me.

Me: I want to ... but I'm afraid to...

*Knees felt heavy*

Me: Will I... is it really God?

*looks in front*

*Ginny knelt down* O.O

*ashamed, kneels down*

Her Testimony:

I'm surprised that one of my best friend came to Christ!

God made my jaw dropped. It was so unexpected.

No alter call... Nothing but a simple,

"Zanne, teach me how to pray..."

Congrats Yeng!!! I pray you'll stay strong in God!

2010 - A Year of Blessings

2 Corinthians 9:8

And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that

in all things at all at all times, having all that you need, you

will abound in every good work.

In everyway... no one should ever give up

in what they believe in.. in what they do...

Everyone is wonderfully made and has a purpose

on earth. May You Guys and Gals have  a blessed 2010!

-Slug-

CG Camp 2009 was something to remember.

I was sent to Cass house first and was pursuing her to bring

her doggy... i forgot his name... along, but william was against it being

in his car. lols! then we went to church, took a group picture and was off to PD.

Ca's dad don't trust the leaders driving~

So he decided to send Ca by himself. Sadnya~

So I ended up in Andrew's car.. and it was an hour drive. :D

First Day~

Cleaning and getting food ready!

Some were washing plates while some were peeling garlics

while some were cutting garlics while some were mopping... and stuff,

me? I joined cass and took a nice nap in the upper smaller bedroom

which became the guys room later.

William shooed us out , and we went to the down stairs room.

When Ca, aka Permaisuri came... she joined us and we talked about

our past failures in cooking. lols! and william came in and said...

"you want to know what they were doing? look up..."

all laying down and looking up... curious...

"they were exactly parrallel to where they were before."

lols!

I think at the same time... Xan En was stealing some of Beat's cake?

Feeling bad later.. me and cass decided to see what can we do...

Tada! Satay Celup, like steamboat but filled with Kacang Sauce. :D
That's mine... ginny and ca's share.... Ca was like
"Take everything." we simply obeyed our orders. :P
Total was sticks eaten by the whole CG was 302.


We reached home at 12.30, and it was late, took turns to take bath.
Cass and I played speed while waiting for the toilet.
:D was a fun and adrenaline rush game. Esp for Cass? haha!

Then we went to the Balcony and listening to music
while we relax.. ahhhhhh~~~~~~

And then.... Before we head to bed, at about 4++ am
William possessed Fluffy~
William: Fluffy... Should I Bath?
*shakes fluffy's head*

oh yeah... William was resisting temptation to not eat
and to not bath. = = he said he would bath 3 times the next morning.

Ate Maggie~ Yummy!!

Cont.. Day 2 after YES.
Ciaoz!

-Slug-

-at Starbucks doing tags-

Post Christmas Party Post!!

On the 23rd of Dec, Cass and I had a date at Sakae Sushi.

We found out a lot of things.... like...

when it comes to food we almost have nothing in common.

After dinner, we went to Starbucks to do the name tags

for the party and she told me the "story of Whipcreams..."

-cass out lining the tag with Lead Box-

this is how we do it~

lols~ we were out of rulers and decided to use the lead box,

cause that was what we use to do during exams.

Do Not Mess With Hexagons!
It was frustrating getting the right sides!

Getting Ready for the Post party was a Blast!

Great fellowship, and hidden talents being released. ^ ^

The decorations were superb. James shocked me

with the Spiderman he painted.

The party started off with games and Rock Like Worship....

James was a great MC, though... the crowd was not big.

The little skit was funny~ ^ ^ great job!

The hightlight was Andrew as BATMAN! lols!

Mine you... it was thoroughly double sided tapes. I saw him

put on his mask and his cape was stolen. lols! shhhhh......

Chocolates as door gifts!~ and another awesome night ended.

-slug-

-jasmine's little "christmas tree"-

Christmas Eve was a rush for me!

I did some last minute shopping.... and caught a movie.

Christmas Eve was in Loong's and Jasmine's hourse this time.

Chicken was there but not Edward. T.T

Soso... The Teo's are busy with their church service,

and we only saw them later at about like 1am.

Celebrated Christmas Malaysian Style with

the ever good and mouth watering Radha Curry~

My God... I miss it already! I want more!!!

Uncle Chen Thong was like...

"close your eyes I show you magic"

and dropped a Roti onto my plate. :P So awesome!~

Uncle Alex was back. He's gone back to Aussie now. T^T

He gave us an 8GB pendrive for christmas this year! ^ ^

Played with Yu Hao and he was like...

"UMPIAH~" meaning Umbrella. lols!

so fast... time flies and its already in the 2010.