This song is a very good song.
I've never paid any attention to Girugamesh till this song came out.
It is very meaningful too, and it speaks out a lot to some people.
I was finding the english lyrics to this song to soot my friend,
and the lyrics were a direct hit.
After 1 whole year,
I finally understand why God had allowed us to go through
all the pain, the struggles. If it wasn't for it,
I would have never understood how.... she felt.
When people say, I can't breathe,
normally people will think, you're overreacting, but its real.
It was God's perfect timing,
Everything had a reason of happening.
He did not make it happen, but he knows when to intervene and
when to leave it as it is...
Sometimes we go "why God! Why won't you take away this pain!"
God knows everything, he sees it, he knows how much you can take
and his timing is perfect.
It took one year to finally realize,
If it was put to use earlier, our hearts might not
have settled neither have we really forgive each other
and more fight might occur.
1 year later.... exactly about 1 year later....
Everything was settled and because of that,
we understand what's it like to being in a state where it is...
very very hard to breathe.
My prayer today:
heal these hearts and make it clean,
may you speak to her,
touch her and give her peace.
May you hear her prayers and knows whats best for her.
Amen.
its christmas eve, and i'm doing this?
-slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 /11:24 AM
~Snails In Butter and Cheese
sneak peaks of cruise 2
Escargot. :D I finally had a taste of it and I Love It!!
My whole fam thinks I was crazy to order this but they
know I've been wanting to try this for a long time. XD
Some captain thingy party~
I regretted not taking my license earlier!!!
I seriously regretted it now.
I should have taken undang before my birthday,
and my license after my birthday.
Wanna know why?
Cause now my sister has no transport back
from school... and she actually asked me,
"jie... when are you taking your license"
and i replied,
"next year january, hopefully by then everything's done."
and that's when she told me our transport has
suddenly decided to stop sending us back from school.
So anyone of you who wants to take a part time job,
of driving my sister back from school to my house....
my dad is willing to pay, and its not a small amount of money,
cause we understand your patrol and stuff. Do call me,
all ye young drivers who is excited to drive. :P
at least for January, I'll try my best to take over from Feb.
Dad and Mum, ^ ^
I guess, no more part time Job for me,
I was debating with my dad about paying me
when I take over. lols! Obviously joking,
I'm not crazy. And......
Don't need to worry for my sis,
:P I'll make sure safety first. XD
haha!!
Christmas is coming~
We speak to nations~
Be open~
We speak to strongholds~
Be Broken~
-slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
Monday, December 21, 2009 /11:20 AM
~Back To Land, Cheeze!
sneak peak of Cruise - Me reading the activity brochure they gave.
Ok. This post is gonna be a stress relieving post or what so ever
you wanna call it. lols!! Cause right now, I'm half asleep and my
brain is loading with stuff. So blogging.... does help to relax. lols
My sis loves my bed. I don't know why. She always there,
she throws stuff there and she makes a mess there. @.@
So anyway..... lols, my stress is gone.
I totally forgotten that I'm serving GOD not Man.
I thank God for friends to remind me. Being too busy is really
not a good thing cause whether you realize or not, you'll forgot about God's
promises and who we are serving. Sometimes even what we
are doing it for. Phew. Just 10 minutes ago i was like... ah shucks.
and now I'm totally smiling fine... and my mum wants me to go facial.
= = something i, not say hate, just lazy to do it. DISLIKE IT!
Rushing Roullette is not the same without a gun~
This game has got to be tough but very interesting to watch.
Today's prom day! I somehow manage to get a Prom dress in
Phuket Thailand, the same day Cher got hers and got my heels just yesterday.
Going to Yeng house first later, cause I have her tickets. :P
She has to be good to me or else.... :P :P :P
That's all for me.
-Slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 /9:42 AM
~At Sea with the Fishes and Dolphins
In about 45 minutes i'll be off to check in to my first Cruise!!!! In another 7 hours and 45 minutes my fam and I are off to depart. in which.... my phone line is gonna get cut off... So if i reply any of the smses slow, please be patient and wait for my reply.
The renovation thing is really getting on my nerves. Chill chill......... AH!!!!!!!
I also want to say sorry to the Christmas party committee team and Wen Qi for requesting the practice on the 22nd, cause I am really packed this december. Here I thought I could rest in January and then came this YES thing and I actually plan to go. Aiks! My undang and driving haven't even been done. This is gonna be a hectic holiday for me. I've not rested properly yet..... which is good, :D means I'm busy with things like APYAC... So during this cruise, I'll rest as much as I can.... If I can... XD
Another thing that came into mind was temptation. I get easily tempted by Alcohol and Funs. Yeah I know weird. I've been invited to parties, dared to drink alcohol and...clubbing,
promised my friend that I'll accompany her to clubbing one day few years ago. Even just recently these things came in.
Then I remembered Cakey! Good ol' Cakey, and I made my mind to stay over at Chermaine's house and help her as much as possible with the Christmas thing, and thus...I was hoping to kill 2 birds with one stone and have the practice on the 22nd. lols. yeah that's one of my reasons. APYAC is awesome ain't it.
To MJ and MY, miss ya too~ and NO BUDU for Christmas please!! Missing My Johorians, Jessica, Justina, Amadea and... I didn't see Rachel. Hope to see ya all again!!
Ciaoz!
Though none go with me~ Still I will follow~ Though none go with me~ Still I will follow~ I have decided to follow JESUS~ I HAVE DECIDED to Follow Jesus.
-Slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
Monday, December 14, 2009 /12:33 AM
~私は jesus を愛します
Matthew 8:9 (NIV)
For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. I tell this one, "Go", and he goes; and that one, "Come," and he comes. I say to my servant, "Do this," and he does it.
-Slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
Sunday, December 13, 2009 /9:19 PM
~OF DOUBLE CHOCOLATE CAKE
We all love him don't we. lols!
Anyway this is something light on APYAC.
Mike Pilavachi's most remember-able moments.
1) You can jive~ You can dance~ Having the time of your lives.
'God can speak through anything, even through ABBA'
2) "Let's talk about my favourite topic. ME."
3) his testimony: "The Lord has healed me from Anorexic. Just look at me now."
4) huh huh huh huh ...... :D
5) "Receiving Posture / and then the person starts to shake.... SHAKE" [to John] -on learning how to pray for healing.
6) "We pray deliverance for John's face." lols!! my fav.
7) Cakey (who can ever forget Cakey)
8) "I was paid to be good... you're all Good for Nothing." lols! another fav. ouch.
From pastor Derick,
"You know Mike, we have so much in common. We're both healed from
anorexic and we both started supporting the same football team.
[the red devils, MU] but he backslided."
From pastor Clement,
"John the Baptist favourite brand - CAMEL"
From pastor Victor Wong, "I will follow you~~~~~~~~ follow you wherever you may go~~~" That was the best Dance. lols!
"Pretend you're milking the cow, and then massage the cow, wash the cow."
From pastor Julie,
"I'm married to Jesus!"
Worship by Brad&Rebekkah and their team. <3
had a great worship. Thanks!
Thanks God for providing such good Pastors. ^ ^
-Slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
/8:00 PM
~We Speak To Nations
This post is specially for Jessica and those who missed
the last night of APYAC revival night. People who I called
to come but didn't. AHEM! Oh well... here's what hapenned.
The Japanese wore their traditional clothes. As in Yukatas and stuff.
And there was this dude who randomly goes Kame Kame Ha. lols!
I think May Yeen made friends with his Kame Kame Ha dude.
And they were like... "you know dragon ball?" that's what i heard from her.
Then worship was conducted by the Youth Alive Band.
It was awesome! We sang the African song they
taught us last year in HUGE camp 08. the trumpet song remember?
The Africans and Japanese were hyped to the max!
Then pastor Julie did something very different.
Two guys came in with the Huge and Heavy Cross.
She asked the directors of the Asia to take their respective flags.
Later she calls for the younger generation to take the flag for them.
Those who went back.. she asked for those who have a burden
to take the flag for them. It was touching. Really. Then she told,
the older generation is to carry the cross across the whole place in twos.
So she scattered the nations and they take turn to carry the cross.
It started from the White People (england, usa) cause
they we're the one who sent missionaries to our countries.
"We need two men to carry this cross... and JESUS carried it
by HIMSELF up Calvary......"
She showed the percentage of Christians in those country.
Nepal had less than 0.5% christians.
Fiji had 64.9% christians. (claps hand)
Malaysia 9.2% christians.
Then we all had to write prayers to respective countries.
A random prayer from each country was read aloud.
Then we ended with fast songs and everyone was super
HYPED UP! haha! Too bad they didn't go on.
I miss APYAC. Really misses it. I encourage ALL to come in 2012.
-Slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 /12:56 AM
~All Grown Up
Nyahahahaha!!!! FREEEEEEEEEEDOM!!!!
At 2.30: look at clock... i've still got time.. sleep...
At 3.00: Tick Tock Tick Tock....
At 3.20: OMG! Hypothesis haven't do.... Thank God didn't leave room.
At 3.27: Invigilator: Ada lagi 3 minit....
At 3.28: Faster faster faster.... *stares at clock*
At 3.30: FREEEEEEEEEEEDOM!!!!
Went to watch New Moon with Cassie and Levi today, and here's my verdict.
Jane [Dakota Fanning] is so pretty.
She looked not her age at all!!!! I didn't know it was her at all!
after the movie.. Cassie told me, it was Dakota Fanning.
I was going on about how pretty she was.
So yeah... I've found my new thing to Love instead of
Taylor Lautner and that is Dakota Fanning as Jane.
Then when I got home, talked to Jen and she was like,
Jen: WHAT?! You didn't know!! That's like one of the reason
I watched New Moon besides Taylor Lautner.Sadla..
her scene was so short.
This is when I first knew Dakota Fanning.
She has really grown up. I wished they had more roles with her in it.
Ok... besides Dakota Fanning, the person who played
Emily was gorgeous and Victoria too, I love her hair. lols!
I think some of you are going, what on earth is she doing?!
Watching New Moon and looking out at girls instead of the Hot Guys!
ok. So obviously there will be the Taylor Lautner factor.
No doubt he's hot. It's because everyone keeps going on about it...
makes me... err....... not going crazy about it?
I do admit he looks great. lols!
I tell you in the cinema...was = = ......
When he took off his shirt the first time...
some girls in the front went... AHHHHHHHH
I was like What The? Lols! I think him taking of his shirt
is nothing much. = = its still just Taylor. lols
The whole cinema laughed. I feel kinda bad for them.
Jen told me the same thing happened
when she watched New Moon and she was tahan-ing not to scream.
Cassie was waiting for him to come out in his short hair.
As many of you guys already know... yeah
I liked Taylor since he acted in Cheaper by A Dozen.
I remembered how me and Mayon was saying he was so cute,
and Majon and Vien was like... swt.......
He's another one that didn't look his age in the movie.
All Grown Up Taylor! haha! Other than Taylor, I thought... 'Embry' was cute.
Another werewolf. lols!
Overall verdict?
Its was draggy and kinda ok ok movie for me.
Not exactly great. Too much talking as said.
Quality wise was ok... , at least better than twilight.
I do not suggest guys to go watch it.... But the cinema
was filled with Guys. lols. Maybe.. it was for Dakota? O.o
No offence but i think Edward is Gay.
Funny things Happens in Cinema,
I've experienced before the Cinema forgot to off the lights
when the movie started and after a long time only they off the lights.
Now its the opposite.
Towards the ending of the movie... when Bella and Edward were kissing,
The Movie Just Stopped. The light were on. The ironic thing was...
I just told Cassie that everyone said that the ending sucks.
cassie was like... What? That's the ending. We were all laughing.
Everyone was looking around thinking...what's going on.
Why were there no credits.
After quite sometime.. the movie continued and the lights
were turned off again!. lols! And then the movie ended.
Met Jo!! I missed her.
This was what she said when she I saw her,
Jo: You dyed your hair! Bastard!!
Tomorrow's another exciting day!!
Pray that I don't get lost. :D
-Slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
Monday, December 7, 2009 /10:19 PM
~Caramel Makes Anyone's Day Better
I've got reds on my head!! lols!
Ok... It was a sudden decision.
Mum brought sister to cut their hair and I decided to tag
along. Initially I thought, maybe I should trim to
keep my hair healthy, or prevent split ends but
the hair dresser said that my hair was perfectly ok.
While waiting for my sister's hair to get cut,
I asked my mum if I could streak my hair, since
I don't think I have time to do it later in the month and mum said ok.
She wanted me to go for the less Bold Colours.
So after talking to the hairdresser, red it was. Thebrightest red,
cause my hair is too BLACK.I told her I wanted streaks, but
she didn't know what was it...and she said to highlight it.
After the whole process, the red came out copper red.
Yeah, it does look like brown. T^T and.. It looked as if
my whole hair's red under the sunlight... but
not obvious without the sunlight. lols. So if you see me from far..
I HAVE BLACK HAIR.
Been confirmed, the next time I decided to have my hair dyed,
I'm not going there. I might..... just might... bleach my hair a little
one day, if i get bored of my black hair again.
For now, I'm loving and kinda half way missing my BLACK BLACK hair.
This is good right? Means my hair's healthy right? :P
On friday night, me and my sis made Caramel Flan!
My house became completely snack-less that day... and all was left
was this box of "custard mix" and caramel.
So we decided to make Caramel Flan without our parents around.
Pretty Simple,
1000ml of milk
1 packet of custard mix
1 packet of caramel - After making the mix
1) Pour custard
2) Pour Milk and mix
3) Boil mix under low flame for 2 minutes,
4) cool it for an hour.
= = but it turned out real soft so we left it overnight.
MECHA UMAI!!
Delicious... but can be jelat if you eat too much.
Attempted the heart shape.
It didn't quite come out like we hoped it would.
It came out flat and fat heart. lols! oh well...
And my Turtle Bun!
Its coated butter, inside is chicken floss. :D
Tomorrow's Chem,
@.@ the more I read, the more I don't understand.
-Slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
Friday, December 4, 2009 /2:11 PM
~As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change From whatever We will still be Friends Forever
I'm seriously gonna miss this. T^T
I remembered the days I use to hate this class~
Now I will remember the days I had the best times in this class.
I wrote something down in my phone...
I've no idea why its there, anyway, this is what I wrote
Need A Time Off?
Come to 5C, we'll assure you'll get:
proper rest
music
latest news and football results
plenty of food
and a wam family like welcome.
PS: Pn.Wong is smiling!
[got to say, despite everything that happened, I think we'll all
It seemed to have taken effect on me since SPM started. lols
-Slug-
+'all hanshin kyojin!' otani! grow taller!+
★★★★LOVECOM!
Per Visit, One Takoyaki. Thank You.
UMIBOZU!
[Current listening to:]
[Orange Range - 02, FM Static - Moment of Truth, SNSD - Dear Mom]
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"i think people are always stressed with something in their life. even the happiest people would have some kind of worry. but during concerts, people just forget about it...they scream, they sing, they look like idiots. but I can definitely tell that they are having fun and i feel really proud that i'm a member of a group that can make people be like that."
-Aiba Masaki
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